| on the road again..feels so good? to be on the road again..doing things i never really did..ok..nouf singing..bye! |
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| hi...mMM..jes wanted to blog and say i am so..dayem confused..i dunno what to do...oh well..
zesty zer
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| i've become so numb..i wanna break down and cry..like a child..butt the woman in me wont let me..she's too proud..too cold..she doesnt want me to feel anything anymore..she tells me that i can do better...i can move on..i can live and breath as i did once before..if only that woman were capable of it all..of living..and not giving a damn bout anything..then the child would not be where she is now...*ponders*..this makes no sense..butt i get it somehow... |
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| wow..i feel a sense if relief as i sat here and gathered all my thoughts into one nice liddo writing...i think im ready to move on now..maybe with a liddo whimper..here and there..a liddo tear once in awhile..butt a huge part of me tells me that it is time to spread my wings and fly..to let go of all hurt once passed and to say hi to a new beginning..?..i think im on my way to finding that needle in a haystack..and now..i have accomplished one thing..and that is that i can see where the haystack is..yeahppie!!..one thing done..next thing to overcome..:D..*breathes in sigh of relief*..*coffs*..haha..im much better now..tho im still sick..ducky..thanks for helping me to realize that i still know how to move on..that i still..can go on living the way i did before..only now..with a sense that i have grown from this experience..and it hasnt shaken me so much to a point that i cant help myself rise up above this..ducky..monica..youa..u guys are my crutches when i cant do things anymore..you help me rise to the occasion and say..f*ck it..:D..thanks so much.. |
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..hola..
